♥ Friday, June 26, 2009 3:13 AM
When I first saw you,I thought you were a beauty.I thought you would be the one for me,the real one.My book opened and you read every chapter of my story.You understood.You didn't let go of my book.Be it night or day,you were there for me,and I was available,for your reading.Suddenly you closed the book,at the time when I thought it already became our book,rather than only mine.Without a reason,you kept me in the bookshelf,I could only look at you,reading another book,enjoying the moments.I gave up,I let go.I told myself that I was wrong,maybe you weren't the one.Some of the chapters were difficult to forget.You sat beside me even though we sat quietly,I'm wiling to give up anything to relive that moment.I'm not convinced you didn't have feelings for me.After all those moments,was it all meaningless?I'm not sure those moments didn't leave the slightest impact on you.Probably i'm just being over-reactive,probably you didn't want to admit how you felt.Now,all I can do is run to the end of my chain and bark.I'm tired of staring.Tired of waiting.Maybe that time,you knew I wasn't ready.You knew,I was not prepared.But I knew how I felt.I know now,at that time,I was too rash.All this time,after our time together,we grew apart.Hi's and bye's were the only word spoken of our lips to each other.Suddenly,now,we're more open.I thought this could be the start of a new friendship.Again,our closeness grew larger.I'm excited,yet afraid,if my feelings for you are growing again.I hope we can share those times again.Sitting beside each other.Waiting for your arrival,looking at you wave at me and dash across the street.Showing me your compositions,which I even spotted quite some spelling errors,which made you mad,because I was acting like a smart alec.How I wish I could relive those moments.Those moments I'll never forget.
